when....

when i listen to Morrissey/ smiths I see the music, I see what it feels like, smells like feels like. It sends vibrations down my body, as it syndicates through my ears into my veins, pumping the emotion right in.

powerful is his voice that it can move me, it not only moves me, but it enters me, cracking open that hard shell that says I am not here, it sends itself into my blood, and plants straight through my heart.

will GOD please help

Dear God, its me, SOOOZ, well anyways I think you totally drop a bomb on the TLC channel because they make me watch these stupid shows with these stupid people that i cant turn my eyes away from... I hate it, I hate them all, and I hate that I'm soooo into it!

First off, for those of you who don't get it, I'm sorry but it's really easy... TLC loves to show case all of God's idiots, like the Goslens, and the little people, and the monkey parents and the GODDAMMN DUGGARS!


Ok I won't really comment about them because everything's been said but I will say I do miss them when they fought because women degrading men rules!




On this shit-normous family, please please please let this bitch hit MENO-PAUSE! When I have nightmares this is what comes to mind, I'm a mother of 100 kids and my hair is long and boring, and I don't know what fashion is at all and all my clothes are from wal-mart and not the cute miley shit but the lame shit....

I watched them do this home birth and it was something so weird and nasty that I all most threw up on myself.

These shows really freak me out yet I don't change the channel when it comes on... weird!

The little people in love need to make a sex tape if they want to save their show from being pulled off air...

TLC the lame channel...

YUCK

NEW MUSIC LINK

If you really need to pick up on NEW current music, pitchfork it the best site to do that with.... check out the side little radio, and be open minded...

http://pitchfork.com/reviews/best/

The COLOR BAR IS DONE

I feel its doom coming to a near. The end of it all will explode in blood, poison and tears! I fear what will become of this, the dream, the drive, and the talent. All gone, taken by greed and heartache. Nothing will prepare us for what will become the end.

I have given everything i could give to this place only to find that I'm left with a heavy chest and heart that finds no beats, no breaks, no change.

What will become of me?

I wanted to make this salon work and its not, its only work is against me and its killing me that I'm forced to be tied to this.

All i ever wanted was for all my dreams to come true, instead only my nightmares do. Its so painful and so hard.

dear GOD,

Dear God,
Thank you for fucking Morrissey, thank you so fucking much that you created someone who wrote really really really good music. Not only did it help me with the way I was all tied up inside, but it really gave me a voice I could relate to.

BTW God, Morrissey is so good, you should totally get into him...

ok thanks
susie

growth

personal
mental
creative

why do we do this?

susie home-makerv

today I made cupcakes and chicken pesto with steamy veggies....

YUM

I made fresh lemonade, kool aid, and jello

I made these things because they make me feel good and because I like the look on Brendan's face when he sees me being a "WIFEY" how degrading I know, but its ok, because he thinks its sweet.

I also made GUMMI BEARS ala' VODKA its amazing, next I'm going to inject vodka into watermelon thanks to stephy who left a needle in my diggs...

covers that make the original suck

o and the video is epic!