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I'm letting my negative thoughts eat me up. I hate this part, the part where I write this and it some how helps but also throws it out there. I've been kinda upset and things have been eating me up. As a result I think I've developed hives. I'm just really upset that certain energy still lingers from my past. That I'm not as busy as I wanted to be this week, and that Goldwell didn't work out like I wanted. I'm upset that I don't have the social life I once had... not even a little bit.... and that my friends have kinda just bailed on me... not all of them but most of them. So there... it's out there... Feelin a little better and reading a lot to kinda help get things more in sync in my own head...