Cleaning House

I wanted to delete all most of all of my friends on FB this morning. I began cleaning which always brings out the Bitch in me, and I started telling people off that I have bottled up feelings for. I was like so into it too. I have a lot of things on my mind on various people. I've been writing about it a lot lately and today I realized you know what to hell with them. At least you have B and at least you know you've been real for the longest time. You know what it's not my fault I moved out to the middle of nowhere, where most of the people are super different than us, but it's what we did and it sorta back fired on us socially. We keep trying but it's not easy. SO anyways I feel a lot better that I got to just say what I felt and even though I didn't clear the air with people at least I don't have this shit feeling in my gut. Besides I can't be doing this anymore... you know we just go through edit changes and that's just life.