We have all been beatin, sometimes to a pulp, sometimes in a race, sometimes in life. I feel like whenever I want something so much, I never really get there.
I'm not going to start crying all over the place, although today I felt pretty close. I guess I just don't think I can handle the training that they want to put on me. I was expecting mentoring and guidance and I feel like I just get nothing but beat downs and put offs.
I have been working my ass off for all most 6 months and counting for this opportunity to work with Goldwell. I want this so bad, and I feel like I'm not getting close to getting it at all.
I can't just keep getting knocked down and not feel like the pain is truly worth it.
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